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  • loveyouhun 4:40 am on April 27, 2014 Permalink | Reply  

    People who have Mental illness 

    Those who have mental illness and how they get treated.  I was in a Urgent Care a few years ago and they treated this one lady like shit.  She was force to take a shower and the door had a window and people can see her naked.  There was even men techinian too.  I would not like to have men seeing me naked.  I guess that is due to abuse I recieved when I was young.

    Another time I was in the ER and I was treated awful like the Dr. did not understand about mental illness.  They don’t respect us and not very nice.   I had one Psychiatrist kept saying  “I’m tired, I told him to go to bed early.  Every time I see him All I hear is “I’m tired.” I got sick of it and switch to another Pyschiatrist.

    When I was with an agency Value Option then switch to Magellan.  Some of the case managers  were nasty.  They trying to keep me at their service because I was suicidal and other time they were just overwhelm by how many cases they deal with daily. I think if they cut the loads and have more case managers they thye won’t feel this way.  What do you think?

     
    • loveyouhun 2:39 pm on May 15, 2014 Permalink | Reply

      I think becasue we have a mental illness we should be treated with respect dignity and not like some trash. Anyone agree.

  • loveyouhun 5:34 pm on April 22, 2014 Permalink | Reply  

    How I am feeling today 

    I’ve woke up and I feel like a zombie.  I just can’t seem to concentrate well.  When to my friend’s house at 8 AM to get a cigarette.  Geez what going on with me.  I can’t seem to clean my house which I need to do before I go on vacation and try to get my hearing aid and one prescription as well.  I did take a nap but that didn’t see to shake the “zombie” off.  This is the second time I’m feeling this way.   I feel like I’m on the outside and looking in what’s going on with me.  Anyone feel this way.  Geez scaring me.

     

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  • loveyouhun 3:44 pm on April 22, 2014 Permalink | Reply  

    Parents Abusing Their Adult Children 

    Every since I found out I have depression and my Dad passed away.  My Mom been very cold and say things that really hurt me.  She would call me brat, spoiled brat, ungrateful child and treat me like I’m a child. I’ve had her come to therapy with me a few times.  She really thing there is “nothing wrong” is going on.  She been just mean to me.  I love her but maybe I have anger and hurt toward her but she is my mother.  She moved back East a few years ago.  So we are 3,500 miles away.  She talk nasty to me and even thought I may talk nice to her.  I tried to be patience but she can get and say hurtful things.  I’m on disability.  I only make so much a month.  I pay all my bills and when I have to ask her for money she questions me what did I do with my money and what did I spend it on.  She can go on and on about how smoking is bad for me. Well if I wasn’t so stressed out I would quit.  Now I’m focusing on losing weight and seeing a dietician to help me as well as trying to go to the gym and work out.

    My Mom have tendencies to walk in bathroom when I’m in the shower and constantly want to know what I’m doing.  I’m not a child and I do tell her that but she doesn’t listen.  Once she touch me inappropriate and now she know if she does that or even think she going to hit me.  I will call the cop.   I tell her not to “test me” cause I will.  Yes I do tend to talk nasty to her and she make me feel so uncomfortable in front of her friends.

    When I comment about people being fat.  I say “I would never be that heavy in my life.  My Mom would say “wouldn’t talk you are heavy.  Yes I am but I’m not 300-400 pounds.  I not trying to offend anyone but she make remarks and comment about smoking, eating, weight, etc.  I’m tired of hearing it. She does it like a on and on and on.  I know she want to what’s best for me but this is my life and I have to learn to make my own decisions.  I have to learn from my mistakes.  Like I said I love my mother but I’m getting tired of her verbally, mentally and emotional abusing me

     
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